Another death by suicide and I am reconsidering whether I should continue to record high profile losses like Daul Kim. In trying to understand the state of mind that takes a person away, each instance offers a glimpse of the debilitating disorder depression can be, even so I am reconsidering…
I am also saddened that in the last month two people who knew people I know (two degrees of separation) chose death by suicide. Harrowing incomprehensible losses.
http://www.nytimes.com/reuters/2009/11/20/arts/entertainment-us-france-korea-model.html
From Daul Kim’s blog:
“…so what is my action.
jump out the window?
cut ur wrist?
party ?
be decadant?
do charity work?
be a housewife?
obey?
disobey?
prove? not prove?
love ? not love?
enjoy the power?
what power?
im not interested.
pretend to be interested?
i am not entertained.
then entertain yourself
i am not entertaintment
beat yourself with work
only cry for help when you are about to die
when you are on the floor
until no one cares
until not even yourself cares.”